A Letter to an Old Friend

Dear Jane,

It's me Rachelle. I know we haven't talked in. three years but there are so many questions that were left unanswered. I just wanted to know... Were you just using me all those years or were we actually friends?

Was everything we did fake? The sleepovers, the parties, and the secrets all seemed so real. Maybe it's because I didn't have any real friends before. I thought you were the one. I thought you were my "ride or die." But I guess not... All those memories of us are all tainted. You left me in pieces. I was so naive to think everything was perfect.

But now, I know. I know that there is no such thing as "best friends." I know how to be my own person. How to be alone on a crowd with no one to talk to. I'm not that naive little girl I used to be. I'm stronger and wiser than that.

I realized we were never meant to stay friends. I think He put us together so I would learn what kind of people aren't good friends. It hurt but I learned. And now, you are just a stranger to me "best friend." I'll see you on the other side.

Love, Rachelle